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Congrats for that
For following Christ
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For rejecting anything not of Christ
Even for a moment
I realize
Like AA
This Christian thing is
Following Christ
Is like trying to be sober
Sometimes it’s second by second
Sometimes
We have to forgive ourselves
Admit
We cannot do ANYTHING on our own
Step 1
Of AA is sufficient for me
Everyday
It’s hard
And it’s not
Just major league painful right now
Being sober
Being Christian
Forgiving
Living
Forgiving myself
How?
When I know I’ll do something else
Somewhere
I am now
Indulging in self pity?
Naw…
How can one INDULGE in self pity?
How can one ENJOY pitying themselves?
Enjoy being a victim?
Unless…
They somehow believe they aren’t
A victim
That they are faking you out
Guess what?
Fake me out
That’s why I LOVE the verse that says: if you lead my little ones astray…intentionally…woe, whoa, to you, to them that intentionally deceive.
The suckers in life
That verse is for us
For me
When I look at myself
I cry
For I am weak
I am ugly
I sin
Without trying
When I look at You
I smile thru my tears
For YOUR gaze is sooo compassionate
Understanding
I cannot bear it
So without lifting my head
I offer up myself
My dis-ease
My affliction
My addiction
We are ALL drug addicts
We are ALL sin addicts
I admit it
Hi, I’m a sinaholic
By JDHY 4 years ago today Matthew 19, RA’AH1
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