A Cry of Anguish and a Song of Praise

Psalm 22

1 My God, my God, why have You forsaken me? Far from my deliverance are the words of my groaning.

2 O my God, I cry by day, but You do not answer; And by night, but I have no rest.

3 Yet You are holy, O You who are enthroned upon the praises of Israel.

4 In You our fathers trusted;

They trusted and You delivered them.

(Trust, a part of faithfulness. Loyalty is required!)

5 To You they cried out and were delivered; In You they trusted and were not disappointed.

6 But I am a worm and not a man,

A reproach of men and despised by the people.

7 All who see me sneer at me; They separate with the lip, they wag the head, saying,

8 “Commit yourself to the Lord; let Him deliver him; Let Him rescue him, because He delights in him.”

(We won’t help you! Let him rely on something that doesn’t exist! That is dead, that has not proven its existence to me!

For they are blind & deaf!

The Lord has shown me that he has given ALL many, many chances! Revealed Himself to each & everyone of us!

The blind & deaf reject The Still Small Voice, the Thunder & Lightning Voice

9 Yet You are He who brought me forth from the womb;

You made me trust when upon my mother’s breasts.10 Upon You I was cast from birthYou have been my God from my mother’s womb.

Born with the Gift of Faith! Ty Lord!

For much favor!

Having a parent (My Mother) who has the Gift of Faith as well, has been a blessing!

I am honored, i am very touched by such a thing!

Thank You Elohim! 😊😚❣️

Workers in Christ

Matthew 9

36 Seeing the people, He felt compassion for them, because they were distressed and dispirited like sheep without a shepherd.

37 Then He *said to His disciples, The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.

38 Therefore beseech the Lord of the harvest to send out workers into His harvest.

There are Sowers, there are Reapers, there are Water Bearers and Fertilizers (those who give meat).

Then there are the many various ways in which to do the above.

And then, there are the various cultures/mindsets/backgrounds, in which understanding will come!

I beseech Thee, oh Lord of the Harvest, Elohim, to send more workers in Thy Field of Humanity, in Yeshua’s holy name, I pray, amen.

Family

Matthew 10

i see so many people putting their all into their children, their spouse even.

Creating this perfect world around them, devoted to them.

Our devotion is to be for Elohim alone.

Our spouse 2nd to our relationship with Yeshua, the Christ.

Our children 3rd, to even that.

In the ways of Christ, in ways that do not conflict with Christ, in our hearts.

For the Holy Spirit will guide us in making such choices, every second of the day.

Thou art blessed to find & hold onto Christ, intimately, daily (secondly), for a year or more before finding a spouse.

For your spouse, your children need to see you dedicating yourself to Christ on the daily.

They will see this as you go about it normally. No need to be showy, nor hide it from your loved ones.

Everyone needs a break from each other.

Everyone needs to spend quality time with Christ, alone, individually.

Children may need to learn with you for awhile.

Spouses need to spend time together with Christ, intimately as well.

As a family too.

First individually, then spouses, then immediately family, then the rest….

Then your community at large.

Imagine everyone spending intimate time with Christ, first thing in the morning!

Like a wave across the planet!

Peace, the Holy Spirit washing over the entire planet in waves…

😌

(In Yeshua’s holy name, I pray…amen.)

The Reign of the Lord’s Anointed

Psalm 2

1 Why are the nations in an uproar
And the peoples devising a vain thing?

2 The kings of the earth take their stand And the rulers take counsel together Against the Lord and against His Anointed, saying,

3 “Let us tear their fetters apart

And cast away their cords from us!”

4 He who sits in the heavens laughs,

The Lord scoffs at them.

5 Then He will speak to them in His anger And terrify them in His fury, saying,
6 “But as for Me, I have installed My King Upon Zion, My holy mountain.”

7 “I will surely tell of the decree of the Lord: He said to Me, ‘You are My Son, Today I have begotten You.

8 ‘Ask of Me, and I will surely give the nations as Your inheritance,

And the very ends of the earth as Your possession.

9 ‘You shall break them with a rod of iron,

You shall shatter them like earthenware.’”

Now therefore, O kings, show discernment;

10 Take warning, O judges of the earth.

11 Worship the Lord with reverence

And rejoice with trembling.

12 Do homage to the Son, that He not become angry, and you perish in the way,

For His wrath may soon be kindled.

How blessed are all who take refuge in Him!

Job 17:4

“For You have kept their heart from understanding,

Therefore You will not exalt them.

Those who are hardhearted, selfish, close-minded. Who refuse to listen to hear. (A particular trial/revelation at this moment.) Those who refuse to be merciful (rather channel mercy) and forgiving.

You will not be exalted. (For you refuse to exalt Elohim in how you behave)

(Wow! You, Elohim, refuse to purify them, cleanse them! And they believe they are already above, having no idea how much higher they could go.)

(And showing me why I have & continue to rise in rank, My Commander 😚)

V5 He who informs against friends for a share of the spoil,

(Many tell on (gossip about) people they ‘act-like’ friends with…for what? Kudos? Fame, of some sort?)

V6“But He has made me a byword of the people,

V6 And I am one at whom men spit.

And the word is Christian! 😁

V8 the innocent will stir up himself against the godless.

Ain’t innocent no more (about some things)! (We learn 2 Timothy 2:4 very well)

V10 “But come again all of you now,

For I do not find a wise man among you.

(Grammar Nazis? Whatz up!) 😄

V11 My days are past, my plans are torn apart,

Even the wishes of my heart.

See! Ya’ll really believe what you say or do, will change me? In what I say or do? PLEAZE! Elohim…what He has done, to me, is worst than you can even imagine! Let alone DO!

😂

So you think your criticism can, does…? Overshadow His?

Lol! I mean, I sit here, obviously suffering, from/because of obedience to Yeshua, the Holy Spirit, Elohim, Himself!

And you believe anything you say, can even be heard, over THAT? 😆

You think, you can chastise me better than Him?

🤣LMBO

Because you choose to take on the job of the Holy Spirit, one He did not grant permission for you to do…

Because you refuse to stop chastising me, in my pain (you refuse to help or stop).

I do indeed regret to remind you…

As you have done, so shall happen to you.

(and not by me, by the way)

Only the enemy behaves this way. The devoid.

12 “They make night into day, saying,

‘The light is near,’ in the presence of darkness.

(Yes! The more unmerciful you are, the more, Elohim brightens my day! Hallelujah! 😁)

The more I am grateful Thou art humbling me! (Crucifixion humbles ya, big time!)

Alhumdulillah!

1 Corinthians 9

Are you not my work in the Lord?

(ministry)

If to others (this is not a ministry), then to you (those who have benefited from these) at least they are.

Online only? These ministries are wherever i am.

Whenever Christ is present, there is a ministry.

He is Present.

In a fashion not preferable to some,

Yet that is how He is revealed. 😀

Not standard!

Never standard!

Never boring!

Never ‘regular‘.

If your God has any of that!

Then you are losing Him!

😀

Breathing is taken for granted

Until you get asthma, or some other breathing difficulty.

Being alive is taken for granted

when you’ve never really lived or died.

Elohim is taken for granted

Until you realize

how much your life would be better, easier, funner… 😀

With Him.

My life was so dark.

Spelling errors are insignificant then.

What other people ‘think’ doesn’t matter then.

(must remember that!)

Irrelevant!

i mean every single word:

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…

i just want You.

Sometimes i still forget that.

How deeply that is.

This saves my soul.

Puts everything in correct perspective.

My ambition gets ahead of me.

He responds, “You are Mine! Daughter (Son). I will not allow anyone nor anything take you from me. Not even you! As you have asked me, many, many times, still.

You are Mine!”

Calm, peace, love consumes my tears.

For my soul, my spirit cries out!

As i loose my mind, my confidence, broken.

Even there, He brings me sanity, my food, my sustenance, is Him!

We eat of Him, less we die.

“Remember this.” The Holy Spirit reminds me.

As i sit by the well…

As i draw from The Well?

As i eat from My Daily Bread (not the publication either.)

i’m so far in, i forget others don’t know, others never knew, others are dead because they reject, The Bread, The Living Water, The Holy Spirit…

One accepts Christ by truly loving.

Eventually, He will gather together all those who hear His heart, around the world, the universe.

(sentient life on other planets? No one who ‘listens’ is alien to Him. (for us to believe ‘we’ are all there is, of sentience…do not believe in Elohim.)

i ask Him more & more, “Help me with my unbelief!”

Growing up in a world that acts as if You do not exist?

Or is unloving in any way? (of that we all have much to repent)

(my desire to post this is leaving, yet i am reminded of how this began)

We all need help with our unbelief!

To be a Disciple, means to follow our lead, our authority.

Means student, means learning.

i die when i disobey.

i die when i haven’t drawn deeply enough, from The Well.

Losing Him!

I must be immersed at a certain level, to stay alive!

Reconnect spiritually, deeply…

i must cry out,

to the Lord,

regularly!

I die if not.

Its slow, like a boa constrictor.

One doesn’t notice until…

Breakdowns happen.

(if you only come to Me deeply, in turmoil, then you stay in turmoil)

Stay in breakdown?

Cycle is a hereditary dis-ease! Though Lord!

True.

i ask Thee, “Break me (us) free from generational curses!”

Generations of disobedience, of not listening!

For we were Kings & Queens.

What did we do to lose that?

We forgot You.

To be truly free

Requires us (me) to remember You.

To never lose You again!

Seek Him.

Regardless of whether or not others believe you are.

He knows.

and that is all that matters.

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…(Travis Greene)

For You are The Underground Railroad, our magic beans, our beanstalk, our David…

Yeshua, You are.

in Yeshua’s holy name, amen.