Job 17:4

β€œFor You have kept their heart from understanding,

Therefore You will not exalt them.

Those who are hardhearted, selfish, close-minded. Who refuse to listen to hear. (A particular trial/revelation at this moment.) Those who refuse to be merciful (rather channel mercy) and forgiving.

You will not be exalted. (For you refuse to exalt Elohim in how you behave)

(Wow! You, Elohim, refuse to purify them, cleanse them! And they believe they are already above, having no idea how much higher they could go.)

(And showing me why I have & continue to rise in rank, My Commander 😚)

V5 β€œHe who informs against friends for a share of the spoil,

(Many tell on (gossip about) people they ‘act-like’ friends with…for what? Kudos? Fame, of some sort?)

V6β€œBut He has made me a byword of the people,

V6 And I am one at whom men spit.

And the word is Christian! 😁

V8 the innocent will stir up himself against the godless.

Ain’t innocent no more (about some things)! (We learn 2 Timothy 2:4 very well)

V10 β€œBut come again all of you now,

For I do not find a wise man among you.

(Grammar Nazis? Whatz up!) πŸ˜„

V11 My days are past, my plans are torn apart,

Even the wishes of my heart.

See! Ya’ll really believe what you say or do, will change me? In what I say or do? PLEAZE! Elohim…what He has done, to me, is worst than you can even imagine! Let alone DO!

πŸ˜‚

So you think your criticism can, does…? Overshadow His?

Lol! I mean, I sit here, obviously suffering, from/because of obedience to Yeshua, the Holy Spirit, Elohim, Himself!

And you believe anything you say, can even be heard, over THAT? πŸ˜†

You think, you can chastise me better than Him?

🀣LMBO

Because you choose to take on the job of the Holy Spirit, one He did not grant permission for you to do…

Because you refuse to stop chastising me, in my pain (you refuse to help or stop).

I do indeed regret to remind you…

As you have done, so shall happen to you.

(and not by me, by the way)

Only the enemy behaves this way. The devoid.

12 β€œThey make night into day, saying,

β€˜The light is near,’ in the presence of darkness.

(Yes! The more unmerciful you are, the more, Elohim brightens my day! Hallelujah! 😁)

The more I am grateful Thou art humbling me! (Crucifixion humbles ya, big time!)

Alhumdulillah!

Another Thing…

Keeps coming up!

Whenever someone else makes a mistake, the people around them never let them forget it?!

Bringing up stuff that happened when they were 7?

I thought that is what Mother’s we’re for! (LMBO! 😁:-D Just saying, if a guilt trip is to be laid…(oh reminds me of what Jewish Mothers are known for! (Ya’lls need Yeshua, like for realz!)

PEOPLE!

(Must mention, this is not for repeat, serial, back to back offenders! Not as an excuse anyway! We can forgive, yet not be there for it to happen again!)

LET IT GO!

The Lord is showing me one of my strong points! (Hallelujah)

Especially when it comes to my own mistake!

(Cause there is another reason why people continue bothering you about it, cause IT BOTHERS YOU!)

(If you have truly let it go, most people stop bothering you about it, after a few times of seeing it doesn’t bother you!)

One of my strong points, in dealing with other people’s messes too!

A thing many do not know about me, assuming I am like them! πŸ˜€ (alhumdulillah) πŸ˜€

Thaddeus 10, DOL 1

People used by the devoid, try to bring you down with constant reminders of one’s faults, the harping on it… signature of the Accuser!

People prefer a lie, a comfortable lie, vs the truth, especially a real uncomfortable truth.

https://www.truthortradition.com/articles/why-does-the-truth-offend

Why are some people offended by truth, even if it is spoken or acted out in love?”

there are plenty of people who are offended by truth even when it is lovingly presented.

Unfortunately, in the spiritual world, some people view the narrow nature of truth as β€œnarrow mindedness.”

(They are not walking in the Holy Spirit then.)

The Bible itself confirms that the spiritual world is very narrow

doing things the wrong way spiritually usually has very delayed consequences.

(Speaking directly to my circumstance Lord! Hallelujah!)

it is essential for each of us to work hard to discover what is and what is not true

There are great blessings for obeying the truth, and serious consequences for denying it.

There are many verses on lying, yet the one I saw clearly, I cannot seem to find now!

(I find that interesting as of late! I believe the Holy Spirit is allowing me to ‘see’.)

Speak the truth, the uncomfortable one, about yourself, not just others!

Truth without love…is it really truthful?

When one’s words are correct, yet the spirit behind them is not!

I cry because I am sick of my words being twisted in such a way!

People assuming I am coming from such an ugly place!

I cry because…

What kind of mind, what kind of heart does it take, to think that way?

(Blackman, Blackman, why do you not forgive yourself?)

Why do people WANT to think negative of others?

I cry because of that!

There is no escape, since I am surrounded by such!

I desire not to speak around such evil hearts!

I’ve even considered…

I am judged by how I look and recently I have noticed how really nice looking women are perceived, how the majority are…

That I am perceived as such, as well.

I have never operated based on my looks!

I have been made aware of them and not in good ways.

The Lord allows me to be free, with my looks for the first time in my life!

To be comfortable with my looks, when others are not.

To not hide!

Like I use to.

The truth presses upon me until I release it!

Aware of possible ramifications, before I even speak it (hallelujah)

Should I fear that more than…

Where is my focus?

Off Elohim, away from Yeshua…

Make the Holy Spirit happy!

Keep Him happy (in love) with me.

Bump everything else!

You will find many blessings standing on such truth!

I have survived spiritual stoning (came out with injuries too).

May this time be oh so different!

In Yeshua’s holy name, I pray, amen.

Nehemiah 10:29

Verse above it, to make clear who is being spoken of: pic only

Nehemiah 10:29

are joining with their kinsmen, their nobles, and are taking on themselves a curse and an oath to walk in God’s law, which was given through Moses, God’s servant, and to keep and to observe all the commandments of God our Lord, and His ordinances and His statutes; – Nehemiah 10:29 http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Nehemiah10:29&version=NASB

Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us, for it is written: β€˜Cursed is everyone who is hung on a tree’” (Galatians 3:10–13).

I agree, yet anyone who has followed Christ enough, perhaps feels ‘the curse side’ of the blessing?

I know I have!

For the separation alone…

In my case I wonder if He has made me celibate for Him. (A real doozy this one) (though one I am coming to admire & appreciate the simplicity of) (for human relationships are a doozy within themselves!)

The dislike, the disrespect, the derision…

Ya know, the humiliation & rejection Christ Himself received?

The closer we walk with Christ, the more we experience everything He went through, in some way.

Thaddeus 10, 2019

Speaking of which…

The part where Yeshua begs the Lord to remove this cup from me?

All those raised, shaped into a position of authority by the Lord, go through similar pain.

Some call it the press, another called it the Ark.

Both speak of a dark place. A place one must endure much, so much you want OUT!

Who would willing go into the olive press?

Would you prefer the flood My Love?

Ha, ha…very funny Lord.

Either way is painful.

Just one has you gain strength, while the other…

You just die.

And not a good death, a death reserved for those who turned against Elohim.

Who rejected Him.

Who preferred the comfort & stability of now, verses joy, peace & the Lord’s Strength.

But I don’t wanna!

I say as I walk forward and lay down in the press.

It hurts! Everyone and I do mean EVERYONE is against you, throwing stones.

A stoning!

With no relief of death, no relief of unconsciousness.

Only when it is finished, will it stop.

Will you rise again, stronger than ever before!

So strong in spirit that you scare people!

You frighten demons and ignite fires in another’s soul.

Life! Is required!

To raise up those dry bones, eh?

I must be stronger! I need to be!

For sooooo many others!

I see!

Keep my eyes here Lord as I want the anointing to be pure, so pure…

So powerful that just a drop…

That the imps will not be able to run fast enough, to escape the instantaneous transformation!

Everywhere the drops touch.

That I do want!

And I willingly endure a little more… bashing of my character, my faith, my heart.

For You, I do this… because it will make You happy, the One I love, happy.

I’ve endured abusive relationships.

I will give 3, now 6 yrs, in the press, if that is what it takes!

Ty for the reminder Yeshua!

Holy Spirit!

Operate In Your Appointed Position To Be A Hero

Beloved Princess, (Or Prince-R812 (Queen or King)

If you will refresh others, you will find yourself refreshed.

Yes, My beloved, you are called to rescue those who are hurting, but I will go with you and prepare their hearts to receive My love through you. Your heart for the hurting is a reflection of My love for the world.

If you look into the eyes of a lost soul, you will see Me. When you feed the hungry, you are feeding Me, your Lord. Remember this, beloved: I did not come for the healthy, I came for the sick and needy.

Know this, My princess, while you are out on the battlefield serving those who cannot serve themselves, I am providing all you need and more!

Love,
Your King Who Rescues You

Today’s Treasure of Truth
You are a hero on the battlefield. Those things you do for others in My name, you do for Me.

β€œThe angel of the LORD appeared to him and said, β€œMighty hero, the LORD is with you!”
Judges 6:12 (NLT)

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Then why do we get burned out etc when we do the above?!

Because we are NOT remembering!

My beloved, you are called to rescue those who are hurting, but I will go with you and prepare their hearts to receive My love through you.

When we are ‘helping people’ w/OUT the guidance of the Holy Spirit…

In other words…the Lord helps us to NOT overextend ourselves.

For it is ALWAYS the Father who creates an actual TRUE change in a person’s heart!

(The church can be full of members but empty in conversion…Church Clap by KB!)

This is why so many are so-called Christians! Hypocrisy abounds!

Tis why so much evil exists and is done in the name of Jesus!

(Corporate evil written of in a previous article…

AND! My recent experience with Sexual Addiction has opened my eyes to how it is at the root of this city (many cities actually), for I do love Seattle!

And the above letter is also my orders from My Beloved 😍🀩!

For the timing is pre-planned by the Lord!

For I said just last night that I am here to combat it all! In the name of Jesus!

I wake up, dress up

(which in itself is unusual (considering current circumstances) but hey! I am being healed, correct? πŸ™‚)

(they don’t make ’em like you no more…😘 (ty Lord! Right back at Cha!) 😚)

Anyway! Where was I? ☺️

Oh yeah! I was sharing the Lord’s love w/ya’ll! 😁

For not only has He sent me! The above says: Make way! I have prepared the way for you, My Love! You are so NOT alone! Just remember me and THOU SHALL BE REFRESHED!

Cause I use to help folk based on me, alone…

Sacrificed everything for it too!

Now that I have Yeshua? πŸ˜„

He will show everyone (including me) HIS GLORY (makes ALL the difference!)

TY YESHUA! 😘

This is why I continue to love You so!

(My Mother, My Father, My Everything!

Help me do what is pleasing to Thee in everything I do! In Yeshua’s holy name, we pray! Amen! 😁🀩

Look & Feel Younger with Christ! :-D

Are people more flesh oriented now, than they use to be? Or is it I am older now ? (Seen more, etc)

BOTH!

And neither!

For ya didn’t mention how the deeper in Christ one goes, one’s view of the World (people) changes.

One’s perception changes AND! The World, people, are/will become more fleshly, away from Christ.

So! πŸ˜€

More/Closer Intimacy with Christ also helps you look younger!

Why?

Being at peace, less stress & more importantly, being loved! Makes one look & feel younger! πŸ˜€

Imagine one’s true desires being in line with the Lord! πŸ˜€

He also can help change your desires that way!

Like Lecrae says in Take Me As I Am, “I thought I had to get better before I came to Christ.”

Instead Lecrae discovered all he needed to do was hold on to Christ & he will change you!

We are unable to create permanent change, for the better, in many areas of our lives!

Tis why we need Yeshua! πŸ˜€

I am speaking of changes that happen without effort!

Put all your effort, your time, your everything, into Christ, in your heart, in your desire, everyday!

How much you love Him will show!

One’s face will glow with it! You may find yourself smiling for no reason. πŸ˜€

For that is what lovers do, ones who have more than just lust.

For they (you & Christ), work well together! πŸ˜€

You ‘gel’ with the Lord!

To be in sync with Elohim, with the Holy Spirit, with Yeshua, in any type of way, is absolutely amazing!

It feels so good! It is so easy (and very difficult, for many are uncomfortable with high levels of Intimacy with anyone!)

Those who have such troubles, the Lord works on you, at a pace customized for you & you alone!

To rely on that? To believe in it whole heartedly? (In spirit & in truth) Not because the Bible says so, but because Yeshua/Elohim speaks your Love Language!

The Lord gives me things! In unique ways, uniquely for me, in unexpected places, times, etc.

He encourages me.

No one else does this. I have the gift of Exhortation (encouragement), does anyone else, with the gift of encouragement, find little of it from others?)

I absolutely need this!

I need to be told how much I am loved! I need to be shown how much I am loved, everyday!

He, Elohim doesn’t have to tell me anything ahead of time, yet He does!

Because He loves me!

Come seek how He will make you feel special, everyday!

(I have reached a new level of Intimacy with Christ, hallelujah.)

(You can too! Those who thirst for the Lord (Are you thirsty?)

John 4:7-14

John 6:35

John 7:38

Jeremiah 2:13

John 7:37

And for those who remember:

Psalm 42:1&2)

Embrace Your Weaknesses

(Pic only! So, links must be typed by you) πŸ™‚

I imagine actually hugging my weakness

Currently, sex addiction, not wanting to admit fault, not fully repenting, low self esteem…

I have to rebuild?

No. I remember trusting the Lord enough to be vulnerable!

Yes, but I feel the pain of others snide remarks, when/where I was bubble wrapped, remember?!

Yes and I accept my faults (I do confess my faults… For none forgive my faults but Thee…prayer B.C., Muslim. Just now, I know of more how true that prayer actually is)

Who can discern his error? Psalm 19:12

Who can see all of their own faults?

Do not let willfull sin rule over me

For then I will be blameless

Acquitted of great transgression.

Psalm 19, the above

It is like now those words live!

I am currently living them!

I have done as David did, committed Audultery, willingly too!

My mind so twisted up, up was down & I will no longer allow that!

I will no longer choose that path, inshallah, in Yeshua’s name I pray!

I was worried I was in ‘My David’s, being called Daughter of Life.

I even prayed about it ahead of time!

For that is one sin I begged not to commit.

Audultery was one sin I feared greatly & so I experienced it, in a way …

In other words, no other way would’ve convinced me it was ok at the time!

Now? I would literally choose a near death (physical resuscitation) experience over the hell the Lord freed me from.

It’s like I had to stay in the flames!

I had to stay around evil.

Until a weakness shown through, that brought me back to shame, to embarrassment.

And I won’t fully recover from it until I confess…I lost hope!

I am ashamed I lost hope!

That I lost You!

For You are My Hope!

I despaired.

In Christ, turning to Christ, hanging on despite my confusion, despite my doubt, I believed!

I am ashamed I doubted You.

Despite no hope, despite complete & utter darkness (again)…

For at first I just laid there, in my dejection.

Then I noticed that!

And I began to reach! I began to move!

It was rough, I was bound tight!

I continued to move my fingers anyway.

Then I could stretch out a whole arm, then my entire body crawled, with all of it’s injuries!

I crawled to the Lord, My Savior.

For I believed, in Him I would find my way again, despite how badly, how far off course I was.

So I got to Him so fast, because of my Faith!

For I was so blind.

Yet through it all…

I believed You would save me.

I was mortified at the timing, I expected to be saved, much earlier!

I experienced doubt because of it.

Because i was not rescued like I was accustomed to!

I knew the fault lay in myself.

Now I see how I could have endured that pain, of abandonment, a lot longer!

I am ashamed it did not.

That I was that easily compromised.

May I endure till the end of time.

It would have been preferable to halt, cease functioning, waiting on You.

To Be Still & Wait on Elohim.

Even though thou art in pain, intense pain.

I failed my crucifixion!

Could I have saved others in my pain?

Maybe, definitely myself!

It was pain in an unexpected area

One I believed I had immunity, a natural bubble wrap against!

Pride has definitely left me.

Self righteous no longer

May I remain true

In Yeshua’s holy name, I pray 😒 :’-( , amen

May you be blessed in Yeshua’s holy name, amen.

(While typing this, I really considered not posting it after all, I still wanted to hide!

Therefore, it may not make ‘sense’ to any of you, yet full disclosure (unless He says otherwise) has always been my plumbline.

Just in Christ, I have found a word, that explains it.

Honesty as pure & painful as I can stretch it, keeps me on the straight path!

Keeps me sober, keeps me in the Lord’s favor.

I am a Daughter of His heart then.

I believe He will teach …

(Oh! I am learning ‘new’ levels of confession! (Honesty)

For I was doubting such a high level of disclosure, about myself!

For me to question that was out of character, yet I needed it!

I needed a revaluation of things I have believed or done so long, that I have forgotten why!

Ty Yeshua, for reaching out to me in the darkness/the flames, the furnace.

I was ashamed I got a little burnt.

My Faith faltered.

I am ever so grateful it restarted!

Full disclosure via J2225.

For I did ask! Have been asking.

Answer received.

Ty Yeshua! 😘 Love You! β˜ΊοΈπŸ€—πŸ˜

Currently…Paul 23, DOL 1

Been noticing a trend (theme) from the Holy Spirit.

1. Let Go and Let God

(heard this many times B.C.)

2. Forgive

a.) if you do not forgive you shall not be forgiven. Matthew 6:14-15

b) Tell/Confess any division between you and God (Elohim)

1b. Anger at Elohim

2b. Not forgiving Elohim

3c. Elohim betrays? Never! πŸ™‚

3. Bless those who curse you

(Matthew 5:44, Luke 6:28)

a.) React/Respond unlike the World

b.) Anyone who thinks, acts/believes evil of /towards you, bless them! (including thyself)

(Luke 6:28)

(people who seek to hurt me in some way (crossing the street some Male Caucasian seeking to impress the female he was with, said, “See i go like this…” and put up his middle finger in my direction-Which took me several minutes later to process it even happened, cause my mind was focused elsewhere!0 (Downtown Seattle, homeless, suitcase on wheels & a couple of bags…i have noticed certain Caucasian Females who step right in front of me, too close mind you. (AND! snide comments like,”They are taking over.” ,”If that were me, i’d scream.) Bless them all! πŸ˜€

Then i discovered some additional steps in the book John, son of Thunder, by Ellen Gunderson Traylor

4. Do good to those who hate you

(Matthew 5:44)

Had a couple of subs and some salads i would never get around to eating before they ended up in worse condition.

i offered it to the lady (and others) who always has to be first in line and do not argue with her, etc, because the staff in the shelter will even make up a rule to cause you discomfort, to get kicked out, etc…in retaliation.

That was a few days ago.

Last night she offered me Maple Doughnut bars from the food bank.

This morning i discovered they were moldy!

i prayed for her.

5. pray for those who use you despitefully and persecute you.

(Matthew 5:44, Luke 6:28)

Do these things so that you will be Children of Elohim, Children of the Holy Spirit!

(Matthew 5:45)

So that Yeshua will ‘know’ you and others will know you as a Son or Daughter of Elohim, in Yeshua’s holy name, amen! πŸ˜€

(someone gave me an NIV (for i am keeping my Leather Bound NASB in storage and now my phone is dead? Typical!

i do not know how to keep a Bible and not worry about how i treat it. Having it be someone else’s first, is helpful.

The fact it is not brand new, etc.

So!!!

When this 6’6 250 something Puerto Rican complexion, hair and all black guy, came up to me, to continue our ‘communication’ of last night, i pulled out my bible instead.

This happened 2 more times, till i didn’t pull it out and ended up following him somewhere.

Point is, another disappointment!

Another opportunity (a better one, a stronger one) to turn him down and keep it that way, tonight! In Yeshua’s holy name i pray! (and pray for me please! i soooo, need all the help i can get! For the spirit is willing, but my flesh…my flesh is extremely weak! (the Lord is increasing it incrementally, hallelujah!) πŸ˜€

Bible Inspiration

Nowhere to Go… But Up from Daily Bible Inspirations

https://dailybible.co/p/r1-l3romhM

Their predicament was no accident. God had specifically ordered Moses to have the Israelites camp there. He had given them no way out.

Perhaps there are times in our lives when we get walled in, when God leads us to a corner and we are untrained and unprepared to deal with the oncoming trouble. We have nowhere to go but up.

Take your fear as an opportunity to grow your faith upward.