1 Corinthians 9

Are you not my work in the Lord?


If to others (this is not a ministry), then to you (those who have benefited from these) at least they are.

Online only? These ministries are wherever i am.

Whenever Christ is present, there is a ministry.

He is Present.

In a fashion not preferable to some,

Yet that is how He is revealed. ๐Ÿ˜€

Not standard!

Never standard!

Never boring!

Never ‘regular‘.

If your God has any of that!

Then you are losing Him!


Breathing is taken for granted

Until you get asthma, or some other breathing difficulty.

Being alive is taken for granted

when you’ve never really lived or died.

Elohim is taken for granted

Until you realize

how much your life would be better, easier, funner… ๐Ÿ˜€

With Him.

My life was so dark.

Spelling errors are insignificant then.

What other people ‘think’ doesn’t matter then.

(must remember that!)


i mean every single word:

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…

i just want You.

Sometimes i still forget that.

How deeply that is.

This saves my soul.

Puts everything in correct perspective.

My ambition gets ahead of me.

He responds, “You are Mine! Daughter (Son). I will not allow anyone nor anything take you from me. Not even you! As you have asked me, many, many times, still.

You are Mine!”

Calm, peace, love consumes my tears.

For my soul, my spirit cries out!

As i loose my mind, my confidence, broken.

Even there, He brings me sanity, my food, my sustenance, is Him!

We eat of Him, less we die.

“Remember this.” The Holy Spirit reminds me.

As i sit by the well…

As i draw from The Well?

As i eat from My Daily Bread (not the publication either.)

i’m so far in, i forget others don’t know, others never knew, others are dead because they reject, The Bread, The Living Water, The Holy Spirit…

One accepts Christ by truly loving.

Eventually, He will gather together all those who hear His heart, around the world, the universe.

(sentient life on other planets? No one who ‘listens’ is alien to Him. (for us to believe ‘we’ are all there is, of sentience…do not believe in Elohim.)

i ask Him more & more, “Help me with my unbelief!”

Growing up in a world that acts as if You do not exist?

Or is unloving in any way? (of that we all have much to repent)

(my desire to post this is leaving, yet i am reminded of how this began)

We all need help with our unbelief!

To be a Disciple, means to follow our lead, our authority.

Means student, means learning.

i die when i disobey.

i die when i haven’t drawn deeply enough, from The Well.

Losing Him!

I must be immersed at a certain level, to stay alive!

Reconnect spiritually, deeply…

i must cry out,

to the Lord,


I die if not.

Its slow, like a boa constrictor.

One doesn’t notice until…

Breakdowns happen.

(if you only come to Me deeply, in turmoil, then you stay in turmoil)

Stay in breakdown?

Cycle is a hereditary dis-ease! Though Lord!


i ask Thee, “Break me (us) free from generational curses!”

Generations of disobedience, of not listening!

For we were Kings & Queens.

What did we do to lose that?

We forgot You.

To be truly free

Requires us (me) to remember You.

To never lose You again!

Seek Him.

Regardless of whether or not others believe you are.

He knows.

and that is all that matters.

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…(Travis Greene)

For You are The Underground Railroad, our magic beans, our beanstalk, our David…

Yeshua, You are.

in Yeshua’s holy name, amen.

1 Corinthians 6

Do you not know that we will judge angels? How much more matters of this life?

So if you have law courts dealing with matters of this life, do you appoint them as judges who are of no account in the church?

I say this to your shame.

Is it so, that there is not among you one wise man who will be able to decide between his brethren, but brother goes to law with brother, and that before unbelievers?

Actually, then, it is already a defeat for you, that you have lawsuits with one another. Why not rather be wronged? Why not rather be defrauded?

On the contrary, you yourselves wrong and defraud. You do this even to your brethren.

Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God?

Do not be deceived; neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor the covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor swindlers, will inherit the kingdom of God.

Such were some of you; but you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and in the Spirit of our God.

1 Corinthians 6:3-11 – https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=1%20Corinthians%206:3-11&version=NASB

We judge angels now, for how they treat us, how angels think of us.

The ones who left Elohim are already condemned and we see false representations of Michael, Gabriel and the like in film, etc all the time!

Things like humans are deplorable, they deserve…whatever; that is a demon! For that is the thinking of the devoid.

How do i know this? For Elohim believes we are worth cherishing, worthy of forgiveness, worthy of endless chances, worthy of day & night, worthy of His breath…

Worthy of Himself, Love.

There is no need to study the different levels of hell (or heaven), no need to study the hierarchy/rank of angels either (in heaven nor hell)

(Heaven is with Elohim, not in the sky (He is everywhere!) ๐Ÿ˜€ Looking up is symbolic & in spirit look up and all over the planet/universe!)

Likewise hell is not beneath the Earth’s crust (the ground), in a hot place, hell is away from Elohim!

Just like we can only imagine what ‘Heaven’ is like, we know hell all too well! Hell is easy to describe is it not?

To experience heaven, cultivate a closer & closer relationship with The Messiah, Yeshua, everyday!)

We do not sentence, we are not made to sentence. We are made to judge, discern, analyze, etc.

People say don’t judge me.

People think we don’t have that right, being imperfect ourselves;

Yet we do…for the ability to discern is given to us all!

How we do it? (in our spirits)

This is where we go wrong, with biased judgements, discernment not in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8.

And yes, if another ‘Christian’ mistreats me & no other person desires to help me rebuke them in the way of 1st Corinthians 13:4-8?

And i’ve brought it forward according to the bible (Matthew 18: 15-17)?

Does not mean just sit there and take it, silently.

It means hand it over to Elohim, to Yeshua to handle!

For He is Our Protector right? Our Champion? The Holy Spirit is Our Guide, correct?

We act like it when we are listening so hard to the Lord, we know when to let it go! When to leave, when to stay, following what the Holy Spirit tells us internally to do…

Then we are attaining self-control.

Self-control from the Holy Spirit is attained after the others.

For the Holy Spirit controlling me vs the spirit of control,

Totally feels different! Is freeing.

One learns not to fret how it turns out, not to manipulate it ourselves.

Because we learn that no matter how it turns out (seemingly good or bad), The Holy Spirit has us.

Bubble wraps us/shields us! ๐Ÿ˜€

And we are rewarded greatly for our obedience.

So we can take ‘losses’, even ‘victories’, others can’t.

For some ‘victories’, cause many to loose themselves.

The Holy Spirit teaches us how to obey Him.

It becomes second nature.

Become adept at this inner guidance.

Its one of the reasons why we continue being blessed, despite our circumstances.

Watch out for envy from others because of it!

(Give your pain about this to Elohim! The Messiah is very gentle and kind when we do this.

Admitting our confusion & loneliness, imagine Our Father Comforting us as we cry unabashedly, like His Child would.) ๐Ÿ˜€

How He treats us, when we surrender like this?

That is heaven! ๐Ÿ˜€

Heaven is in My Secret Place.

What i just described is that Secret Place!

So is heaven a place?

Yes! & not in the ‘material’ sense.

Same with hell, there is no ‘material ‘hell’. But we’ve been there!

Have you been in the presence of the Lord?

Then hopefully you experienced the joy of being truly loved.

Only Elohim/Yeshua/The Holy Spirit love unconditionally.

We as hue-mans may get to express this unconditional love from time to time.

That is heaven!

For that?

i will take ‘your’ ‘hits’.

i will take a loss.

i will take a win.

In the name of Yeshua, the Messiah?

Any day, all day!

For i’m in Heaven!

I’m in the Presence of the Lord.

The Holy Spirit has me! ๐Ÿ˜€

Allah U Akbar! ๐Ÿ˜€

Quote Thaddeus 8, 2018

โ€œMistakes are the portals of discovery.โ€

James Joyce

Many people think certain ways of thinking are of a particular philosophy or religion.

There are things/thoughts that are similar in humanity because of Elohim.

There is the Thinking of Elohim or the Way Elohim thinks.

Different cultures, religions, people totally separate from each other may have similar thoughts, does not mean that the one who spoke or wrote it first is the Author of such thinking.

For the Lord places His thoughts and desires in hearts and minds open to receiving such.

In times of copyright/intellectual right/trademark infringement, explains why it is important to keep up on the laws of it.

One i know of is whoever commercially used it first, there is another one where all that matters is that one document the time and date such a thought came. Another is, whoever paid for the right first, is the one who gets it.

In an expanding world, no longer just where you live, in your culture, your country, do such ideas exist.

And there are many people out there who cannot/do not receive such thinking/thoughts from Elohim and so they steal it from others who do.

The Lord has prepared me for this, being a creative mind, i watched such angry fights over this as a child. I watched how a person here in the US can rise, be successful, only to find out much later, that someone outside of the US has already used the same idea.

The laws are different internationally. Very few people are /do look at international laws; and the bad thing about it is, there are very few international laws-bad or good, depending on circumstance (upbringing, culture, etc). It is more Regional Laws.

And just because there is a company/entity (for corporations are considered people-at least here in the US), that supposedly ‘regulates’ international or regional law, does not mean that they protect the innocent.

Usually laws are made for the ones who have the finances/influence and so that leaves the ‘law’ vulnerable to those who have/are abusing others to have received this ‘influence’ in the first place.

It feels like rewarding evil behavior.

In the Lord, we wait. Meaning, go ahead and stand up for your rights regardless of the Goliath, the time has come for such Goliath tactics to fall, worldwide.

Requiring the rest of us to be like David, standing firm in our belief in Elohim, regardless of whatever the Goliath says/does, do not stop, paper trail, protest trail , Goliath.

You being retaliated against is just proof. We all need more proof.

Imagine trying to hide masses of people who have been murdered (physically or socially (culturally).

Every such ‘murder’ is felt by Elohim.

Hot coals on their heads. Makes for them to think and believe they can get away with anything.

Like the IRS though…Elohim can be.

The hard hearted are there as lessons for us, as warnings…wait and you will see, payment is due, many years later, Elohim remembers, while the hard hearted are ‘stuck’/addicted to believing lies.

There is nothing in our hearts or minds anywhere on this planet, in the universe, that is not known or seen by Elohim.

We choose to disobey, we choose not to believe and then want to blame Elohim for the way things are?

Be the change you want to see. Is something that i have learned, something i have said, yet today i find out Mahatma Gandhi said it.

Me? not well known, yet (in today’s world i pray to never be ‘well’ known!), yet i put:

Be the change you want to see.

Mahatma Gandhi

Changes things right?

instead of me saying it without even ‘signing’ it.

Truth is truth regardless of who says it. We have been trained to listen to who is saying it? Means we have become blind and deaf.

From the mouths of babes (children)…comes words of Elohim. The Heart of Elohim, Yeshua and the Holy Spirit.

Children of Elohim.

I am watching His words be twisted as well.

This is why the spirit behind the words, the motive, is so important.

It is what is meant when in spirit and in truth, is said.

Words are not enough!

What is in one’s heart, one’s spirit, one’s motive, is more important than the words!

Disciple of the Holy Spirit.

Have you ever heard words from someone you do not trust?

Saying the same words you’ve heard many times from someone you do trust?

How does it make you feel?

Does it make you angry?

Or does it make you feel revulsion?

Like fingernails on a blackboard, all the hairs on your body stand straight up!

My face reacts, i want to cover my ears to stop the bleeding!

Authority is given to those who take it.


How though, is determined by one’s motive, by ones spirit!

For we just are.

Those who have authority, naturally just are.

The spirit of control needs to take it.

We assume it.

And where one leads others also speaks of one’s motive/spirit.

Sounds a little different, eh?

Things are being said differently?

Do you notice?

Or are you agreeing just because of….?

Discernment gets better with practice.

Practice not using your brain, your heart, become close minded, hard hearted.

All or nothing is not how Elohim is.

That is the spirit of control.

Because Elohim has more patience than that. More mercy, more compassion, more understanding.

It is not easy to be different than the majority today. There was a time when being unique wasn’t a threat.

How one reacts to something, anything, determines whether that person is walking in the Holy Spirit at that moment or not.

Its ok, if you find out later, otherwise.

For that person is growing or dying.

When one is a disciple of the Holy Spirit, we shed what one use to believe, a lot!

This ‘shedding’ increases, the closer one gets to the Lord.

Check the rate and speed of a person’s growth?

I do not have time for that, when i am busy shedding myself!

Unless i am in a position given to me by the Holy Spirit to do so.

We as the Disciples of the Holy Spirit, followers of the Messiah, learn how to rebuke in love.

How to help another ‘shed’.

The best way is by example.

I figure if folk want to not think for themselves, to never question/use their discernment…

Then i need to find people like myself, who do, who know how to do this with love, instead of anger only.

I’ll never find them if i never seek them.

I’ll never find them if i am not one myself.

Be the change you want to see, is not a Hindu philosophy because Mahatma Gandhi said it.

Mahatma Gandhi lived that philosophy/agreement within his own mind and found others who agreed with him…who were not of the same ‘religion’ as he was.

How do you explain that?

Yet a Christian and a Muslim finding such agreement? Happens all the time, even today, in the United States. (This is what use to make the US such a great place to live, a place where such unforeseen barriers are crossed in peace.)

Because those who follow Elohim in their hearts? Have a commonality that reaches across man made barriers like religion, race, culture, sexual sin, etc.

We know each other, for My sheep hear Me-the Lord says.

This is why i say the Bible is only understood with the Holy Spirit.

Words are never enough.

People are forgetting False Prophets, False Teachers, people who say the ‘right’ things yet whose hearts and minds are closed.

Elohim waits. We, the disciples of the Holy Spirit wait too. For we remember when we use to believe differently.

The more one sheds the world, the more one has patience for someone else who has yet to shed such.

We have still much to shed.

In our ‘shedding’ do not sin. Means: Even if you do (for we all do, in some fashion), repentance becomes easier and faster too!

Like David, we recognize where we went wrong, sooner and sooner, faster and faster, in the Name of Yeshua, the Messiah, Allah U Akbar! ๐Ÿ˜€

Hallelujah. ๐Ÿ˜€

(pic from Momentum.com)

Hallos-eve 2017

Halloween 2017 2


in Romans 8:12’s Annual Fight Against the Spirit of Fear!

This will be our 3rd? ๐Ÿ˜€

It starts at sundown, wherever you are! <your time!> October 31st, and ends at sunrise Nov 1st!

This year a recording of what i mean by fasting and praying for the safety, well being and guidance of Yeshua, the Holy Spirit for EVERYONE, during this celebration of the Spirit of Fear, treats and trickery…

A fast is not doing what one usually does during these hours! To focus on Yeshua in Spirit!

Staying away from trickery, anything associated with fear, bring Yeshua near, by celebrating Him instead!

Every desire is a prayer! You join us by supporting this in your heart, in your spirit! ๐Ÿ˜€

May the Lord remove the Spirit of Fear from you and all those you care about, in Yeshua’s name, amen!

<Some cultures do the Day of the Dead…and doing this during that time qualifies as joining us!>

The Spirit of Fear will fight back, with stronger visitations, this means whatever you are doing is WORKING! ๐Ÿ˜€

Praise the Lord during such storms!

Last year, i didn’t get attacked by nightmares in my sleep…

Now i wake up in the midst of a conversation with the Holy Spirit! Hallelujah!

Spiritual Warriors we ALL are!

Sharpen Yeshua’s weapons by being with us this Halloween! In your heart, in your spirit…

May you be blessed much! In Yeshua’s holy name. Amen!

See you then! ๐Ÿ˜€

Romans 8:12 Mother Ministry

Touch Season 1 Episode 7: Noosphere Rising Source

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via Netflix โ€” Genesis 1:31 Creative Ministry

Long Post -Acts 19

Would like to add a blog post space to just the Admin page-yet hopefully i can link this post to the Admin page.

Since that post took so long to make, i am very grateful for the ability to post it simultaneously on all 4 sites (WP, FB, G+ and Twit(ter) ๐Ÿ™‚

Making the post, brought up a few other permanent pages that need to be added to this website…

Delighted yet OVERWHELMED, i reminded myself that i just put in A LOT of work (this is why Target Process? you are great and all, but you need to hook up with something that ALREADY times what i do online (for me RescueTime), especially since i’m already PAYING for it.

Dealing with formulating a post is a full job within itself. Something i desire someone else to do it-like a dictation secretary. I’d rattle off ideas or someone would just record me rattling off something about this very subject, remind me of what i want to be reminded of…for having to WRITE IT DOWN, can be too much trouble.

So i think i need a voice activated recording machine, but then it would need to be an A.I. to assimilate it into cohesive thought and to do’s, etc.

A personal assistant, web and data processor (2 different jobs), someone to find these people for me, a fundraiser (grant writer?), a chef/cook-or just the finances to order…

Especially when dealing with/communicating/listening to the Holy Spirit…more is taken (and received) , energy, than with other activities. One needs to replenish, with material food, relax, take a break/vacation/family etc…after such. (like a real good session with the HS (Holy Spirit) at church. (which reminds me of the need to explain/outline TREATMENT of the Holy Spirit-some misconceptions and understandings, clarified-like: cavalier? NO WAY!…and how i utilize HS and how YOU would…are TWO VERY different things…for the spirit of whatever we do is more important (ones ATTITUDE), than ANYTHING else…which brings us to perception and Christians not as strong as i (includes the idiots who get UGLY in condemning my usage of HS…which is why certain PERSONAL things between thyself and Christ/Elohim/the Holy Spirit are NOT to be shared with others!)

AAAH! There is SO MUCH! To be conveyed and i’m impatient to have human help to do so! :-)…:-p ๐Ÿ˜€

Acts 19

Paul at Ephesus

19ย It happened that while Apollos was at Corinth, Paul passed through the upper country and came to Ephesus, and found some disciples. 2ย He said to them, โ€œDid you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?โ€ And they said to him, โ€œNo, we have not even heard whether there is a Holy Spirit.โ€ 3ย And he said, โ€œInto what then were you baptized?โ€ And they said, โ€œInto Johnโ€™s baptism.โ€ 4ย Paul said, โ€œJohn baptized with the baptism of repentance, telling the people to believe in Him who was coming after him, that is, in Jesus.โ€ 5ย When they heard this, they were baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus. 6ย And when Paul had laid his hands upon them, the Holy Spirit came on them, and they began speaking with tongues and prophesying. 7ย There were in all about twelve men.

8ย And he entered the synagogue and continued speaking out boldly for three months, reasoning and persuading them about the kingdom of God. 9ย But when some were becoming hardened and disobedient, speaking evil of the Way before the people, he withdrew from them and took away the disciples, reasoning daily in the school of Tyrannus.10(3)ย This took place for two years, so that all who lived in Asia heard the word of the Lord, both Jews and Greeks.

Miracles at Ephesus

11ย God was performing extraordinary miracles by the hands of Paul,12ย so that handkerchiefs or aprons were even carried from his body to the sick, and the diseases left them and the evil spirits went out. 13ย But also some of the Jewish exorcists, who went from place to place, attempted to name over those who had the evil spirits the name of the Lord Jesus, saying, โ€œI adjure you by Jesus whom Paul preaches.โ€14ย Seven sons of one Sceva, a Jewish chief priest, were doing this. 15ย And the evil spirit answered and said to them, โ€œI recognize Jesus, and I know about Paul, but who are you?โ€ 16ย And the man, in whom was the evil spirit, leaped on them and subdued all of them and overpowered them, so that they fled out of that house naked and wounded. 17ย This became known to all, both Jews and Greeks, who lived in Ephesus; and fear fell upon them all and the name of the Lord Jesus was being magnified.18(4)ย Many also of those who had believed kept coming, confessing and disclosing their practices. 19(1-2)ย And many of those who practiced magic brought their books together and began burning them in the sight of everyone; and they counted up the price of them and found it fifty thousand pieces of silver. 20ย So the word of the Lord was growing mightily and prevailing.

via Acts 19 NASB – Paul at Ephesus – It happened that – Bible Gateway

(from NASB Life Application Study Bible ยฉ 2000 by Tyndale Publishers, Inc)

Acts Footnotes

(1)19:13 These Jews traveled from town to town making a living by claiming to heal and drive out demons. (Exorcists) Often they would recite a whole list of names in their incantation to be sure of including the right deity. Here they were trying to use Jesus’ name in an effort to match Paul’s power

(2)19:13-16 Many Ephesians engaged in exorcism and occult practices for profit (see 19:18-19) [just like today!-R812]. The sons of Sceva were impressed by Paul’s work, whose power to drive out demons came from God’s Holy Spirit, not from witchcraft, and was obviously more powerful than theirs. They discovered, however, that no one can control or duplicate God’s power. These men were calling on the name of Jesus without knowing the person. The power to change people comes from Christ. It cannot be tapped by reciting his name like a magic charm. God works his power only through those he chooses.

(3)19:10 “Asia” refers to Asia Minor or modern-day Turkey.

(4)19:18-19 Ephesus was a center for black magic and other occult practices. The people cooked up magical formulas to give them wealth, happiness, and success in marriage. Superstition and sorcery were commonplace [just like today-R812]. God clearly forbids such practices (Deuteronomy 18:9-13). You cannot be a believer and hold on to the occult, black magic, or sorcery. Once you begin to dabble in these areas, it is extremely easy to become obsessed [addicted-R812] by [to-R812] them because Satan is very powerful [because we have left Elohim, Return!-R812]. but God’s power is even greater (1 John 4:4; Revelation 20:10). If you are mixed up in the occult, learn a lesson from the Ephesians and get rid of anything that could keep you trapped in such practices. [Getting rid of them is not enough, one must also sever ties with it verbally (Breaking (Negative) Soul Ties, Covenants/Agreements)