A Season for Every thing

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time.

These verses, Ecc 3:11-14 have been expanded on at my mandatory attended Church. ( i am now free to choose?…)

My latest experience of jealousy from the pulpit has me so not excited to see these verses, my heart leapt & then died, thinking, “This is an already agreed upon study?”

Instead of enjoying what (& the fact of) the Holy Spirit (is) trying to convey…

So will all of this be made beautiful in time?

Is the time over for its beauty?

Is this relating to something else entirely?

Why am i so bummed about this? So disinhearted?

Why am i focused on the ugly things?

It is harder than usual not to be, for i am remiminded of what someone else said, “i don’t let things bother me.”

And they should!

i do not want to fall into that trap Lord! For it is far too easy to fall into the trap another is in, in close proximity to it!

(Pray on that)

Ok…how?

Lord, You are asking me…i pray to not fall in the traps i see all around me. For my focus is off of You! Bring me back Lord! Quickly please!

The trap of hardheartedness, criticism, bitterness, ugly spirts abound around me! Yet Thou Art The General! Of the Angel Armies! The Admiral, the President, Commander In Chief, My God Thou Art! πŸ˜€

Your Might outweighs, outnumbers physical sight! I am praying that the Angels of Elohim, will be as present and numerous on the physical plane, as they are spiritually! In Yeshua’s holy name, Amen!

To be easily seen, even by the very deaf, dumb & blind! in Yeshua’s holy name, may it be so!

For it is time!

in Yeshua’s holy name, amen! πŸ˜€

1 Corinthians 9

Are you not my work in the Lord?

(ministry)

If to others (this is not a ministry), then to you (those who have benefited from these) at least they are.

Online only? These ministries are wherever i am.

Whenever Christ is present, there is a ministry.

He is Present.

In a fashion not preferable to some,

Yet that is how He is revealed. πŸ˜€

Not standard!

Never standard!

Never boring!

Never ‘regular‘.

If your God has any of that!

Then you are losing Him!

πŸ˜€

Breathing is taken for granted

Until you get asthma, or some other breathing difficulty.

Being alive is taken for granted

when you’ve never really lived or died.

Elohim is taken for granted

Until you realize

how much your life would be better, easier, funner… πŸ˜€

With Him.

My life was so dark.

Spelling errors are insignificant then.

What other people ‘think’ doesn’t matter then.

(must remember that!)

Irrelevant!

i mean every single word:

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…

i just want You.

Sometimes i still forget that.

How deeply that is.

This saves my soul.

Puts everything in correct perspective.

My ambition gets ahead of me.

He responds, “You are Mine! Daughter (Son). I will not allow anyone nor anything take you from me. Not even you! As you have asked me, many, many times, still.

You are Mine!”

Calm, peace, love consumes my tears.

For my soul, my spirit cries out!

As i loose my mind, my confidence, broken.

Even there, He brings me sanity, my food, my sustenance, is Him!

We eat of Him, less we die.

“Remember this.” The Holy Spirit reminds me.

As i sit by the well…

As i draw from The Well?

As i eat from My Daily Bread (not the publication either.)

i’m so far in, i forget others don’t know, others never knew, others are dead because they reject, The Bread, The Living Water, The Holy Spirit…

One accepts Christ by truly loving.

Eventually, He will gather together all those who hear His heart, around the world, the universe.

(sentient life on other planets? No one who ‘listens’ is alien to Him. (for us to believe ‘we’ are all there is, of sentience…do not believe in Elohim.)

i ask Him more & more, “Help me with my unbelief!”

Growing up in a world that acts as if You do not exist?

Or is unloving in any way? (of that we all have much to repent)

(my desire to post this is leaving, yet i am reminded of how this began)

We all need help with our unbelief!

To be a Disciple, means to follow our lead, our authority.

Means student, means learning.

i die when i disobey.

i die when i haven’t drawn deeply enough, from The Well.

Losing Him!

I must be immersed at a certain level, to stay alive!

Reconnect spiritually, deeply…

i must cry out,

to the Lord,

regularly!

I die if not.

Its slow, like a boa constrictor.

One doesn’t notice until…

Breakdowns happen.

(if you only come to Me deeply, in turmoil, then you stay in turmoil)

Stay in breakdown?

Cycle is a hereditary dis-ease! Though Lord!

True.

i ask Thee, “Break me (us) free from generational curses!”

Generations of disobedience, of not listening!

For we were Kings & Queens.

What did we do to lose that?

We forgot You.

To be truly free

Requires us (me) to remember You.

To never lose You again!

Seek Him.

Regardless of whether or not others believe you are.

He knows.

and that is all that matters.

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…(Travis Greene)

For You are The Underground Railroad, our magic beans, our beanstalk, our David…

Yeshua, You are.

in Yeshua’s holy name, amen.

Prayer for Healing

Lord, rejuvenate our health, for You are our Healer Lord, our everything and we are valiant warriors for You.

Please help us improve our health, our strength so that we can continue doing Your work, Yeshua, being Your hands, feet and heart.

Allow us to rest in Your spirit, Elohim, to relax, in our trust of you.

May we heed Your desire for us to rest, to yield, when You suggest it to us.

Calm our anxieties and fears, by allowing us to find comfort in You, Lord Yeshua, for You are our Comforter our Provider, our everything.

Ty for Healing us and providing us with more strength to do Thy work, in Yeshua’s holy name, amen.