Aap Quote 10/19/2015

Ooo! Right? Difficult…, yet so true, so true.

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Eleanor Roosevelt 2?


Unless one is forced into no sleep!

The quote above directly relates to Elohim being the Day, tbe New Day, Yeshua being the Sun πŸ˜€ and how He Renews us.

For Elohim’s perspective, refreshes us, resets us, makes us ‘new’ again.

In this way a new day, the morning has come!

Lord! i need Your Rest, Your Refreshment, a true Assistant!

So that i can make up sleep lost, from insomniac clients who also smoke.

It is only me, 4:10a, not having had a full hour, not 1 even, & i need 8! Of sleep.

Expected to function well from 8am till 10pm, when this is night #1 of 3 according to behavior, just a few days ago!

This is beyond unfair. This is insanity, to expect me to funtion like this!

Not counting 5 days of screaming & yelling.

Support is lacking severely.


Yeshua was abused much.

i am not He.

He knew how to respond.

i was told how, just 2 days ago.

Had phone support, while the screaming & yelling occurred, for the past 2 days.

3 days no sleep, 1-2 days sleep, yelling & screaming 5 days added to this.

Back to no sleep again.

i am no longer yelling in response, 2 days now. Hallelujah.

And i absolutely abohr crying in front of others!

i so desperately need more help, support & protection, Lord!

For tears are all that is left.

i am exhausted, physically and weakened spiritually, due to the abuse & neglect i am recieving Lord.

i thought You would protect me better than this.

i refuse to act out in my anger & frustration

Yet i need sleep!

Help me Father! For i do not desire to…

just to sleep

just to Restore myself

i, as Your obedient servant beseech Thy help. For i am unable to help myself.

And You brought me here!

Help me please! You are the only one who can, who will!

Please ?!

No one else seems to hear or care, yet i know You do,

in Yeshua’s holy name, i pray, amen!



Legalist speak of praying scripture.

As in that is what we should do, more than anything else.


Spirit behind the words are more important than the words themselves!

The Holy Spirit hears this! Not you!

We can not speak. yet be heard.

We can be unintelligible, yet understood, by the Holy Spirit!

My Father, My Guide teaches me, guides me into deeper prayer.

So i am privy to knowledge that those who are not so led, do not recieve, my/the accuser, never edifys me (with obvious occasions to do so (this is rising, hallelujah!)), only points out wrongs.

Accusations, criticism outweighing actual action.

We are to pray in accordance with scripture!

Not just pray scripture!

And there are verses that speak of Elohim hearing us in our affliction!

Entreating Our Father during affliction, is always the correct thing to do!

Remaining thankful, grateful, praising & worshiping Elohim, in the process!

‘Complaining’ of the affliction of man, is different than complaining about what Elohim is doing. πŸ˜€

Those who complained in the desert, dishonored Elohim! Disrespected Elohim!

Were ungrateful about the relief He did bring!

He hears our cries!

We are all babies to Him! πŸ˜€

Constantly needy, crying, bawling, cleaning & feeding, etc. πŸ˜€

He doesn’t need to sleep, doesn’t need a break from us sharing our true selves with Him! πŸ˜€

in all our selfishness, etc.

Elohim/Yeshua/the Holy Spirit guides us away from any opportunity of blame!

Which one only understands when one stands accused, yet is truly blameless in His eyes.

Jealous are we? πŸ˜€

Jealous of what the Holy Spirit shares with me? (my so called ‘special ‘ knowledge)

Elohim shares more of Himself, with those who share more of themselves with Him!

i have no ‘special’ knowledge and i never claim that no one else hears the Holy Spirit.

Yet, it is obvious even to the accuser that i have a special relationship with Christ! πŸ˜€ Hallelujah!

Jealous are we? lol!

Envy is murderous.

You & everyone else has the ability to recieve things from Elohim, no one else recieves, or few people recieve.

No need to be jealous or envious of my closer relationship with Christ!

Being unaware, not acknowledging the possibility of becoming hard hearted, means you are!

Everyone who can see & hear on this level, can tell when you have not, are not submitting to the possibility of hard heartedness in oneself.

Unbending wheat, speaks of chaff, weeds, non-humbleness.

It takes strength to be attacked and not retaliate, to not be passive either, to know of the third way, Yeshua’s way!

May we all implement this faster & faster, sooner & sooner, in Yeshua’s holy name, amen. πŸ˜€

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(Matthew 13, Shemesh) 5:35a PST

Quote Peter 21, 2018

β€œYou don’t have to be great to start, but you have to start to be great.”

Zig Ziglar

In all our (my) mistakes and all (Ty Tribett!) :-D. If i don’t start, trying to be perfect (in my grammar, in spelling, perfection of form (during videos, etc), then i would have never started!

In our imperfection, we are perfect in relying on the Lord, Elohim, Yeshua, the Holy Spirit.

Plus, me, imperfect in Christ? πŸ™‚ Is a lot more effective than anyone who is not.

Same goes for you! πŸ˜€

For those not in Christ, whatever they build, does not last…and usually becomes a chain in some manner, meaning imprisonment.

A crumb of the Bread of Life, feeds thousands.

Out of those thousands, may a few stand up and bring more of Yeshua to the world, in His holy name, amen!

Do not allow fear to stop you from trying to represent Christ in everything you do. πŸ˜€ #romens812