Are you not my work in the Lord?

(ministry)

If to others (this is not a ministry), then to you (those who have benefited from these) at least they are.

Online only? These ministries are wherever i am.

Whenever Christ is present, there is a ministry.

He is Present.

In a fashion not preferable to some,

Yet that is how He is revealed. 😀

Not standard!

Never standard!

Never boring!

Never ‘regular‘.

If your God has any of that!

Then you are losing Him!

😀

Breathing is taken for granted

Until you get asthma, or some other breathing difficulty.

Being alive is taken for granted

when you’ve never really lived or died.

Elohim is taken for granted

Until you realize

how much your life would be better, easier, funner… 😀

With Him.

My life was so dark.

Spelling errors are insignificant then.

What other people ‘think’ doesn’t matter then.

(must remember that!)

Irrelevant!

i mean every single word:

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…

i just want You.

Sometimes i still forget that.

How deeply that is.

This saves my soul.

Puts everything in correct perspective.

My ambition gets ahead of me.

He responds, “You are Mine! Daughter (Son). I will not allow anyone nor anything take you from me. Not even you! As you have asked me, many, many times, still.

You are Mine!”

Calm, peace, love consumes my tears.

For my soul, my spirit cries out!

As i loose my mind, my confidence, broken.

Even there, He brings me sanity, my food, my sustenance, is Him!

We eat of Him, less we die.

“Remember this.” The Holy Spirit reminds me.

As i sit by the well…

As i draw from The Well?

As i eat from My Daily Bread (not the publication either.)

i’m so far in, i forget others don’t know, others never knew, others are dead because they reject, The Bread, The Living Water, The Holy Spirit…

One accepts Christ by truly loving.

Eventually, He will gather together all those who hear His heart, around the world, the universe.

(sentient life on other planets? No one who ‘listens’ is alien to Him. (for us to believe ‘we’ are all there is, of sentience…do not believe in Elohim.)

i ask Him more & more, “Help me with my unbelief!”

Growing up in a world that acts as if You do not exist?

Or is unloving in any way? (of that we all have much to repent)

(my desire to post this is leaving, yet i am reminded of how this began)

We all need help with our unbelief!

To be a Disciple, means to follow our lead, our authority.

Means student, means learning.

i die when i disobey.

i die when i haven’t drawn deeply enough, from The Well.

Losing Him!

I must be immersed at a certain level, to stay alive!

Reconnect spiritually, deeply…

i must cry out,

to the Lord,

regularly!

I die if not.

Its slow, like a boa constrictor.

One doesn’t notice until…

Breakdowns happen.

(if you only come to Me deeply, in turmoil, then you stay in turmoil)

Stay in breakdown?

Cycle is a hereditary dis-ease! Though Lord!

True.

i ask Thee, “Break me (us) free from generational curses!”

Generations of disobedience, of not listening!

For we were Kings & Queens.

What did we do to lose that?

We forgot You.

To be truly free

Requires us (me) to remember You.

To never lose You again!

Seek Him.

Regardless of whether or not others believe you are.

He knows.

and that is all that matters.

Take everything, i don’t want it, i don’t need it…(Travis Greene)

For You are The Underground Railroad, our magic beans, our beanstalk, our David…

Yeshua, You are.

in Yeshua’s holy name, amen.

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