I keep being drawn to the Spirit of Control- so i must be, must have the Spirit of Ahab myself.
I was looking at this from an Empath/Narcissist way, instead of acknowledging it as an Jezebel/Ahab way….the way Elohim sees it.
So i find too many of the characteristics of Ahab as mine, not all of course…for here i thought i was assertive (i am in some ways)…
Elohim, the Holy Spirit is showing me how and why i revert to tapes of passivity…rejection, etc.
There is much about the Spirit of Control, not enough about the rest of us who ALLOW such spirits to control us.
The Holy Spirit brought to my attention how i have been ‘picking’ and ‘choosing’ my battles, how that in itself is a defeatist attitude…
All this revelation is galling and a breakthrough…ty Yeshua.
I’ll be buying The Spirit of Ahab by Steve Sampson asap-Kindle version $8.99. Want it so bad, considered taking from one bill coming up, to buy it now…yet i hear ‘wait. no. be patient.’
ty for being Merciful in Your Lesson Elohim.
Your Love, gentleness and kindness has me listen to You, like no other-
for i remember the times i haven’t and the times i have (this is why, do not be afraid to make mistakes-for the Lord cannot help us, if we are busy ‘helping‘ ourselves NOT make mistakes…
Elohim, Yeshua/The Holy Spirit, works best in/with honesty, meaning portray your real self…desire to do so and trusting Yeshua has led me to stop trying to be a Christian, what i think/believe one should be, behave/act.
I’m discovering that just walking with Christ thru my sin, acknowledging Him, repenting, etc….THAT IS being a Christian! 🙂
May you experience more freedom in Christ, in Yeshua’s holy name, amen.